I say 'unashamedly' not because this person is anything like a god - he stepped down from any pedestals a long time ago. But because he is my Twin Flame, and as such the journey we have travelled may or may not lead to us meeting again. Irrespective of this, it has been worth it. You are most likely to be reading this if you are yourself among the Twin Flame collective, for I am selective about where I post this kind of material. You will therefore by definition understand much of this post while other people would be most bemused by it and probably be inclined to think all kinds of things I would rather they didn't. Such is the price of putting your story out there for others to gain from.
During the next few months I discovered that the torch I'd been carrying was mutual. I'd never heard of 'twin flames' until a friend suggested in 2016 that I might be experiencing this phenomenon. So having found myself kicked back out of Q's life the year before and unceremoniously ghosted whilst being held fast, the bewilderment I was feeling managed to turn slowly to an understanding of sorts. It took a while to assimilate the bucketfuls of information I was being presented with and to hold my emotions together in any viable state at the same time. I thank my karmic partner and my family for their support during the worst of it (although they may not find themselves reading this).
Now I've counted myself as something of a spiritual person all my life, and spent a long time studying quantum mechanics, but I wasn't prepared in the slightest for what this relationship would turn into. The revelations to come would show me that without this connection. I would not have been introduced to quantum physics in the first place, and my life path would have been very different. So would I choose otherwise? Not now, no. Trust me, I've cried the rivers you may well be familiar with and I've thought of death as friendly deliverance. But in the process of all this pain, I was being forced to get used to a phenomenon which some of you will also have encountered. I call these phenomena 'rushes'.
They are physical sensations. At first, they'd manifest during our real-time connections - I joked with him once that I could feel his electrons. Now, I'm not sure of the quantum mechanical actuality of what it is that I feel, but I know it's felt when we connect, I know it's non-local, and I know that this is the one sure sign we have that the relationship has shifted from the 3D state into whatever dimension it was supposed to be in all along. (Many in the TwinFlame community refer to 5D transition.) How did this shift take place?
Eventually, you may come to a place in your mind which refutes the traditional paradigm and insists that you put something new on the table. (If you don't reach this point, and you sever the connection altogether, good luck with that if you're a TF - if you're not in a TF situation after all, it's the best thing to do in any case. ) Once there, it's up to you what your table should look like. For me, it was a decision that we were going to be friends. Whatever happened, I decided that we were going to be friends. Leaving the old cake out in the rain was a tough step to take, given the historic ingredients, but I made a resolve that this was how it should be. Within 48 hours of making this decision, my car found itself right behind his and the first acknowledgement in three years was exchanged. I did not choose the timing of our cars passing in daylight. Nor did he.
That is the point. You cannot choose any of this - not the timing, nor the ingredients, or perhaps even the decisions you think you are making for yourself. There is no single answer to the questions you are having to face, but there is a generic thread in the collective which allows us to recognise each other. We know who we are. And if you are a genuine TF who has stood the test of time and manifested sufficient proof from the Universe that there is a reason for all this (even if we're still unsure as to what that reason actually is), you can relax in knowing that you're not alone. You'll know when you know, and not a moment before. And when you know that this love is the one, the only one, that could ever have branded your soul with eternal fire, you will have the powerful feeling that there's enough love in you to be doing something useful with it. There are many things we have to learn on this most remarkable of journeys, and how to handle the energy of Love is a lesson of paramount importance. There is way too much fear in this world, and something tells me we're on this track to show what can be done to circumvent it.