Difficult post to write. Writing it because life is on a different level; the past released and the future uncertain, as is the way of quantum existence principles (easy to see sense, hard as hell to live it sometimes). "NOW" is a very selective term, relating to something that flees by in a nanosecond to become something else, a past event, different according to how you look at it, which in turn can change the future - by trajectory, that is, in terms of how we move through that which we call Time.
Sometimes we have to call Time on things that help us not - toxicity and entrapment, condemnation and a host of other things unacceptable to Who We Are, although there's no Right or Wrong in this quantum version of events, because life is not really about judgement beyond what keeps us alive. Judgement is too easily applied by the human mind, in the confusion of social expectation and scientific exploration. and my feeling about "what we deserve" is based on the "de-service" we render to Time and Space, in the fullness of its multiple dimensions, while the spacetime I occupy now is one of transformative action, changing of habits, new ways of thinking about problems that have long caused too much stress.In other words, another oscillation.
Sometimes we have to call Time on things that help us not - toxicity and entrapment, condemnation and a host of other things unacceptable to Who We Are, although there's no Right or Wrong in this quantum version of events, because life is not really about judgement beyond what keeps us alive. Judgement is too easily applied by the human mind, in the confusion of social expectation and scientific exploration. and my feeling about "what we deserve" is based on the "de-service" we render to Time and Space, in the fullness of its multiple dimensions, while the spacetime I occupy now is one of transformative action, changing of habits, new ways of thinking about problems that have long caused too much stress.In other words, another oscillation.
So far it's fair to say I've had some fun. Kissing Bradley was the greatest fun of all (which is why I wrote the last Blog post about it. And through all the happenstance and circumnavigation, there've been the steady footsteps of metaphysical influences - conscious entities I couldn't see giving me hints and tips (and sometimes kicks up the arse) as to directions I should take, a sometimes-disconcerting position to be in in relation to those dimensions beyond sight and the hierarchy of influence within it. The latest proof of this came loud and clear in 2018 on the way to filming The Chase.
Sitting on the train between Euston and Elstree I was thinking that I should have eaten a couple of encyclopedias in preparation for this - I'd done no general-knowledge revision at all. Whereupon a voice boomed at me from nowhere (I looked around to check whether anyone else had heard it) saying,
"THERE WILL BE A QUESTION ON MONOPOLY AND THE ANSWER WILL BE MAYFAIR."
I thought it strange, and worth noting, but blow me down, on the Cashbuilder round, sure enough Bradley asked me a question about Monopoly. I had no idea, in knowledge terms, what the answer was but memory of the train kicked in and I said Mayfair, as you would. Sure enough, another £1.000 went into the bank and if you ever see the footage (perhaps I should upload the video!) you'll see an element of surprise on both our faces.
Sitting on the train between Euston and Elstree I was thinking that I should have eaten a couple of encyclopedias in preparation for this - I'd done no general-knowledge revision at all. Whereupon a voice boomed at me from nowhere (I looked around to check whether anyone else had heard it) saying,
"THERE WILL BE A QUESTION ON MONOPOLY AND THE ANSWER WILL BE MAYFAIR."
I thought it strange, and worth noting, but blow me down, on the Cashbuilder round, sure enough Bradley asked me a question about Monopoly. I had no idea, in knowledge terms, what the answer was but memory of the train kicked in and I said Mayfair, as you would. Sure enough, another £1.000 went into the bank and if you ever see the footage (perhaps I should upload the video!) you'll see an element of surprise on both our faces.
Whatever you think about metaphysics, things that have happened to me are more than enough to convince me that there's a lot more to reality than meets the eye. Every time I deliver a programme, the group finds itself in mutual understanding far quicker than I ever expect. They share resonant stories and come out of closets to bring a spirit of community alive, because the stuff I get to teach about the physics of how we live gives them a chance to see change in a different light, to seize an opportunity in making sustainable, positive differences. Quantum mechanics lets you view things differently... I guess because that's what it's supposed to do.
So, moving along the present timeline at a reasonably steady pace with a reasonable sense of self-security, I can safely say that I'm a pretty unique person, as we all are, and I happen to have been given some pretty strange experiences en route to learning what I now know. Convincing me in the process that learning is a journey, not a destination, and that whatever we think can happen can happen, and does, only not in the way we expect, because the Uncertainty Principle is what it is.
So, moving along the present timeline at a reasonably steady pace with a reasonable sense of self-security, I can safely say that I'm a pretty unique person, as we all are, and I happen to have been given some pretty strange experiences en route to learning what I now know. Convincing me in the process that learning is a journey, not a destination, and that whatever we think can happen can happen, and does, only not in the way we expect, because the Uncertainty Principle is what it is.
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